so what happened?

so we talked. we were not mistaking ourselves, we reminded ourselves where we're at, what we're supposed to be, and all's well. no pressure, no questions.

just easy company. and yeah, it felt good, not knowing too much about him, not wanting to care. not wanting him to care too much and not wanting to care too much myself.

i didn't even ask, 'so what do you think about me?' (he told me anyway.)

it's only obvious that if he's agreeing to meeting up he likes my company, and even more so when he initiates it. it doesn't matter that we're not calling each other every night; it's easy like that, you know.

if the next relationship were to start, it'll start like this. like a certain john legend says, this time we take it slow. for we're just ordinary people.


and meanwhile, i return to being the bon vivant that i am. wine downs, photo exhibitions, meeting up with them fashionably sassy ladies and gentlemen*. be what i'm supposed to be, charming, sassy and saucy, not the grouchy ole nag i was for some time. uuugh not funny, that.

i found out why i became that today, though. now that i'd pin-pointed why i became that, it's now time to work on how to counter its effects in the future. precious lesson leh, that one.


..so these are the people i mix with. :) i'm glad i'm one of them, without losing my good self. thankfully it's celebrated to have yer own personality and mind and speaking up.. as long as you don't say anything too stupid too often. heh.

so yes. life is thoroughly celebrated once more.



*disclaimer: sass makes fashion, not the other way round. heh. i sound like a fashion guru wannabe.