Saturday, March 12, 2005

proud to be me

my daily trial is ending.

another one awaits me to-morrow, and will last for about six hours.

pray, let me be what i once were: joyous, outrageous. i may have my zest for life again if i weren't tied down by anything, anyone. zest should be shared with people about me. love is what gives me zest. joyful love.

and i love life. life's been rough, but then so's everything else.

so tired of conflicts, of speaking. proving myself. ingratiation, to what end?



now i have the time to be me. truly. weak, strong, scared, wrong.

i am, i am, i am.

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