Saturday, April 02, 2005

drunkenness

man.

i just got home. went to clarke quay and had a whale of a time!

heh. vaguely remember teasing some people over sms but out of the five i could only remember three. hm. it bugs me a little. but ah well. as i said, had a whale of a time. first i went to have wine and then headed over to club. those clubs were like, man.. old folksie. but then, those ladies know how to dress, so that's good.

they didn't wear tubes, thankfully; one younger girl was, a white one at that (and we all know how it shows under violet light - ) and while she dahnced, she had one hand forever on her chest, so it looked like she was dancing to heartache even though she had a smile on her face.


either way, the company (my one friend lah at least, the rest were rather lifeless) was good. he got checked out quite a bit, maybe because he's tall. haha!

hehe he got teased for that as well! heck i spent the evening teasing people, enjoyed it, and somehow it lightened the rather sombre mood. i found out later, that two of the people in the group had broken up but were still hanging out. why are break-ups this rampant these days??

and why are there so many weddings, too?

is this the time of decisions? heh. maybe, maybe.


either way, i had a great evening. forgot my troubles, the world was nothing but smoke and lights and good-looking people (let's all overlook the age factor. heck, leave the homo-phobia out of it too), there was good company, life was good.

later on, we left the bombishbombish-ness behind and even that felt good. i had returned to a time before simony, and life was simply heavenly.

i shall strive towards that. a simple life. how hard can it be? my friends love me, my family loves me, i love myself. that's a good place to start. :)

acquaintances - inconsequencial.


oh, by the way, a married couple i know sent me an sms saying that they won't be turning up for our routine weekly meet-up. obviously, they fought again. soon after though, they had sent me a message that made me smile: the lady would come along for the sake of 'that bastard'.

angry words, aye, but she is willing to give in and knowing them, he must've given in, as well.

i'm almost envious. -grin- almost. i'd rather be free. passionate about life in my own mundane ways, but passionate nonetheless. not a moment forgotten, not a moment not savoured.

yes. that's what i will be. a simple principle, very easy to follow. and passionate i will be, once again, so i may bring passion about the people close to me.

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