and i said -

somebody's got to do it. why not you?

courage, sweet dear, comes from having done what you feared to do. no one said it's easy. no one said it's got to be 'the right thing'.

but it's got to make you feel better, that should be the thing that pushes you to make the decision. and whether it's right or wrong.. only time can tell.

you'll only know when you're forty, i guess, just like how hitting your little cousin over that last lolli seemed right when you were just six.

some things you won't understand until then, but when you do, what does it matter? thus the only thing to decide whether or not to do it should be whether it will make you feel better.

god bless, friends' love.