bad skin

yes, it is the bad skin. my nose resembles a flesh-coloured strawberry with the seeds picked out. ugly as heck, and if they sold flesh fillers i'd be the first to buy it off the shelf - but they don't.

it makes me wonder how the skin can become from nice and smooth to ye olde pock-marked and leathery. is it the daily cosmetics, the toner, the scrubbing that makes it tougher? like spending some time in the sand-caressed deserts?

i wonder if it will make things easier if there were ways to make it look smoother, better, suchlike.


...i know i'll never look at a strawberry the same way again. >.<