midtropicalnight's drama. bah.

i speak to the world outside of the glass wall
i see you but do you hear me
are you listening
if you do hear will you smile and say 'how do you do'

i reach out and i know you see
am i still a child you perceive me to be
or am i no longer innocent but ignorant
for the rules i thought i knew but didn't

i see logic in abstract
you know the world in facts
how do we smile at each other as we do
isn't that fascinating

i like you, too
but we don't have to agree
for i love you for all your un-understandable rationality
and you adore me through my idiosyncrasies

i miss the one friend overseas
i miss the ones sitting right by me
perhaps he's right
'who am i', 'i don't belong'

emotional insecurity?
bah. tentative romantic sensitivity.
but somehow, still, you make me feel safe
when i'm trying to be brave

..i think i'd been poisoned by cynicism
brought about by misguided altruism
completely wise but thoroughly stupid
aye, that's me

incomplete sentences
drawn into prose
without seeming meaning
so.. have you read love or did you see woes