i can only try

i'm 22.

i don't presume to know it all. i do things because i think they're right, if not then at least 'alright'. if you asked me why i did something i will have a reason rather than an 'i don't know'. whether my reasons are right or wrong in your eyes, is entirely a different story altogether.


i don't presume to 'be' matured. i can only try. i may sound matured, the things i do may not be. because i can only try to be. maybe i am truly wise but thoroughly stupid. is there reason for stupidity?

inexperience, i guess. not knowing that giving people the benefit of the doubt can suddenly be a 'wrong'. not knowing that it doesn't matter and having lost something precious.

i take the step i'm not right and if i did i'm wrong. is there a way out? do i see the light coming from between the grills?


two hands to clap, aye. if i'm one who's the other?