Monday, September 11, 2006

about poverty

yes. i'm poor.

because i tried to live the better life, tried to do so before i could afford it. the feeling of seeing tasty-looking bread on the glass shelves of bakeries down town and having to continually swallow - is not pleasant indeed.

but how could i have refused that chance, finally, when it presented itself to me? i wouldn't have said no even if i could. no. i'm happy with my choice. but the down side is that i will have to go through famine.

i'd considered borrowing some, but that'd be stupid. if i made that choice i have to bloody live with it.

alright. i can do this. i'm not used to but i can. time to learn how to cook and not poison myself in the process.


..i can. if not then there's always po chai. >:x

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