oft times i wonder: where does life want to take me? do i float like a leaf in a meandering river, offering no resistance or do i ever-so-slightly angle myself towards wherever that does not make a difference to me?
i may be heading to the US in a coupla months' time, hadn't told anyone about it yet. not after the plans-for-shanghai-that-never-came lesson. heh. especially not the boy, no.
career is important. i need to build it. if he is willing he will come; if not he will stay. and maybe cause some heartache and many many tears then. hum.
i don't quite dare think, this. tickets to the US aren't all that cheap. if it were shanghai then maybe. otherwise...
too soon to worry, too soon to think. christmas is here, let's all not be bothered.
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