*urg

i ate too much, too late.

but then it was gooood. that was my second meal of the day and i loved every bite of it. now, all i need is water...

valentine's

today i got my valentine's gift - it's a lovely fuzzy yellow bear holding a bouquoet of pink paper flowers - the kind of bear that makes you go "awwww".. it's lovely! : )

well, maybe i'll enjoy valentine's, after all.

wah lao

repercussions.

see lah. last night never sleep lah. today kena jialat jialat. i think i'm falling sick.

f*.

then again, lady in the water was a good show and the sound system and projector was good stuff, so no regrets over this one.


..plus a shoulder to cry on in the morning - there's nothing i can - nor should - complain about.

landlady

i think i now know why my landlady turns up the telly volume to "deafening" - it's to keep the silence at the peripherals of her being.

i guess i understand now.

the scent of your kisses still stain my lips
the warmth of your skin just yesterday's wisp
the presence of you still fresh in my arms
the weight of your being ..


too much sentimental poetry. makes it harder. i should stop.

..but let me just hold on to the scent of you a little longer, before i have to wash it away.

a little ragged 'round the edges

hm, i'd been a little tired lately for some reason. it might be the way i sleep, or it might be my hours... i'm thinking it might be the hours more than anything else, but oh good golly. i wish i felt rested!

happy new year

TIME'S CATCHING BLOODY UP!!!

i was on facebook just some moments ago and HOBOY was i surprised! this chap i know from school - he's only 23, a year younger than i am, has got a child! he's got a wife and a child!

(the baby girl looks gorgeous though, fell in love with her. then again, her dad's an eurasian and the mum's pretty, too. :D )


really: WAH PIANG.

there's something about midnight

well. there's something about being awake in the wee hours of the morning; i just said midnight cause it sounded so much cooler.

there are great songs on the radio and the air is generally cooler. peaceful, too.


guess i'm enjoying my solitude, here, and enjoying the sensation of being alive.

life

life's been treating me good. as in, really, really good.

it's quite amazing how that works out, really. and i know it will continue to work out. Praise The Lord.

dancin' in the morning

i overslept twice today - once when i was supposed to wake up at six and call my baby so he won't be late - by the time i woke it was seven thirty - i'd slept through my alarm clock!

the second time was - well, deliberate. hur hur


and this morning, at eight fifty, i danced to the tunes on radio in my room, loving every moment of it. and i dance exactly because i can, because i have to go to work. i love my freedom in this company - i'm sorry to leave.

things i need to do

i know there are things i need to do, like read up on stuff, learn how to do some things better.

but i'm not doing them. :/


i keep getting distracted; i shouldn't. >_< i shouldn't.

two days

solitude-y. been to an event today and it wasn't much, just food and some minor celebs. it's good stuff, i would've stayed if i wasn't itching to go.

i wish, how i wish i can teleport to any part of the world!

weekend

somehow, this weekend's thorny.

>_<

some things nice, today

some things nice, today.

i almost fell ill but i didn't. i almost didn't turn up for oktober fest but i did. i almost didn't drink beer as i usually don't but i did. i almost lost my cool when a friend of a colleague took the better cab i had called for the two of us but didn't.

i flirted with people and know i am desired, today. i loved even though my beau wasn't immediately there to receive it, today. i made progress in my work, today. i smiled at my lady boss, today. she smiled back. :)

i got back home, showered in hot water despite having turned it on five seconds before i turned the tap on.


yep, there are definitely some things nice, today.