the future

got my fortune read in a spur-o'-the-mo decision. it's not good, it's not bad - it's full of ups and downs and suchlikein terms of financial situations, career and matters of the heart - how my fourth boyfriend (goodness knows i've far exceeded that number!) will be The One and the fifth will be The Two (the latter being the better but later choice).

i was warned against early marriage as er, it will not have a happy ending - though i was told that i'm prolly going to hear wedding bells when i'm 26. that's - wait. how old am i? wah liew that's in a few years' time! bah-sket i hope i grow some boobs by then!

...well. at least big enough to fill in the front of my gown. filling in the rest of my gown may not be... - my idea of filling in my gown. -chuckle- though... if that's a bad idea to get married at that kind of age - does it mean i'm predestined to go through a divorce? }: x


aaaanyways. i asked more about what the fortune teller meant by 'the fourth one' cause, well, i have, as i said, exceeded that number. so he explained - the three that i had 'put emotions into' - and all i could summon up were the ones who made me cry my guts out. i mean, hey how else do you know that you'd put emotion into it, right? if you didn't cry or cry too hard about it then i suppose it's not going to cut it.

so.. if that's the case - i'm telling you i'm still lost.


how arh?