ho boy

wow.

i guess i was naive. tried to spread a little goodness around and almost got fucked for it. maybe bitterness doesn't dissolve itself so quickly for others and no matter how long it's been, they'll always have a pair of "ugly" shades for you.

(for the uninitiated, "ugly" shades means that whatever you do, it's tinged with suspicion and some resentment. works like rose-tinted glasses in the negative way)


maybe that's why ex-es are so dreaded, eh? and maybe that's why we're ex-es now.

well. what's passed is past and if they're not over those ugly sentiments then i guess that's another pair of ugly shades in their drawer.