butterflies

this sense of unease is killing me. it feels exactly like the pre-break up distress and after-break up wretchedness. what is going on??

i usually i call it quits with someone when i feel this. heh, if it ends before two-month mark. that's when i usually call it quits. :/ this time round though, i actually like this one. enough to show him to more friends.

having said that... hmm.


test of faith, eh? alright. let's do this.

make up your mind, stick with it. love is just chemicals, no? a tad reductionistic, some may say, but this is one of those moments when you need it all to be boiled down to one tiny bitter tablet.