karma

well, what happens will happen. i know i will take it all well, and with grace, for i am a comet.

i will meet someone in july. i don't know who that person will be, but i think he brings me love. what is this feeling that i have throbbing in my chest right now?

it makes me want to cry.

...must be gas.


well, june's almost over, and it has indeed been a month of learning as i'd predicted. for what it's worth, i know i'll be happy in july, then will come august. august will be a month of trials, but that probably means i'm successful in my pursuits. meaning more challenges to make me grow and i become someone better.

after that, it all seems to settle down into a sort of a pattern, so august probably signifies some sort of a change, like me trying to get used to a new environment or work arrangement.

come to think of it, that's also when i plan to move on from sankei shimbun. yeah, once media always media. i love it! whatever it is, it'll be good. it's going to be good.


it'll be a good life! i know it will be. for i am a comet. as i always have been. i can't stop; i don't stop.

people are comets. we all are; and we can't stop. this is my time; our time. we don't stop.

not until years later at least, when we've gained the sheen of pride, a little bit of arrogance and accumulated life experience, beauty, charisma.

then we become people again, and learn to slow. that is when we glow from within. truly glow from within. in Jesus' name, i pray.

amen.