sometimes

sometimes you just don't know what to do.

it's tough i suppose. you truly don't know how the hells to go on with life. even when people tell you you're alrighty.


i'm getting depressed right now, i don't quite get why. just a general feeling of coldness and unease. somehow, somehow. i'm willing to bet it's hunger.

that or it's me listening to the song titled 'sing along' by dave matthews. that's a song i heard and listened to during those cliched nights after the lagi more cliched heartbroken nights, when i was feeling a little lost as to what i'm going to do with my life and suchlike.

if i sing along will you sing along/
if i sing along does it mean i'm along/
if i sing along does it mean i'm along/
or will you see me as insecure/
as anybody else/


..headed to a date later, with someone whom my colleague said looks like a bollywood star (he's northern indian).

it doesn't matter what he looks like, because i can't tell whether he's good-looking or not. doesn't matter, this.


but he IS the equivalent of tall darke and handsome. what can i say? a date is a date is a date. here's hoping i won't need to stay up and out.